| Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 02:29 am I should do this... |
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Current Mood:  tired
Current Music: Clover - Solty Rei OP
Ok, first off, since I haven't updated in almost a month, hopefully everyone had a safe holiday season and Happy New Year.
My holiday season consisted of spending time with my family, my friends, and the one love of my life, my girlfriend Megan. I could go into detail of everything we did, but why bother? In all honesty, I doubt anyone cares about where we went to eat, what movies we watched, what we did when we brought in the new year. It may come off as hateful, but it isn't. I guess I'm just a little tired and my thought process is, for lack of a better word, FUBAR at the moment.
Besides, there are some things that are private and don't need to be divulged. I'm sure Megan would agree.
Also, this part isn't fatigue talking, but I openly admit this. I'm an asshole, plain and simple. Sometimes small details tend to send me fucking ballistic. It's something in my head obviously. I tend to jump to conclusions when things don't exactly go the way I'd hoped. There are some people on here that I have chosen to remain nameless in which I possibly have said something wrong to or upset unintentionally. Should they read this, I offer my sincerest apologies. I know it doesn't mean much and you probably couldn't give a rat's ass about me now, but I'm taking the opportunity to say that I was wrong, that I'm at fault. Whatever you decide to do from hereon in as far as I go is up to you. I shouldn't ask for forgiveness since I waited so long to do this. I more or less had an epiphany and deemed this the right thing to do.
Now, some of you might be wondering about what I had collected for Christmas. Here's the list.
-$60 cash
-$50 in gift cards ($25 for Wal-Mart and $25 for Best Buy)
-a Die-cast car
-Super Troopers DVD
-Starship Troopers Superbit DVD
-Couple pairs of much needed sweatpants
And last, but certainly not least...
-a Portable DVD Player
Megan got me the Starship Troopers DVD, which is one thing I've wanted for some time and couldn't really find.
There's a funny story behind the die-cast car. I opened the gift and looked at it for a second. I turned to Megan and asked her if it was telling me something I don't know. I turned to my parents, who gave it to me, and asked them the same thing. The funny part is that the sponsor on the car is Viagra. Short story, yes...I guess it was one of those "you had to be there" moments.
Anyways, the cash and gift cards went to a few games for my XBox and a movie. I picked up Conker: Live and Reloaded (basically an XBox remake of Conker's Bad Fur Day), Medal of Honor: Rising Sun, Dead or Alive 3, and Club Dread Unrated Version. An interesting tidbit about buying Conker: Live and Reloaded, and Megan can attest to this, I got carded, which was a surprise to me. Just think about it. A guy that's 23 with a beard that's roughly 2 and a half to 3 inches long is buying a game that is restricted to being purchased by people over 17 gets carded. I know they are doing their job, but don't I look like I might be over 17?
Also, in an unrelated topic, I finally finished the roll of film that I've been holding onto since Anime Expo. Once I get that developed, I'll post the pictures.
Oh well, that's it from me tonight. |
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Hey kid ... I commend you on the effort to repair relationships, however belated it might be. As people can tell, if they read my angst-ridden version of the holidays, others are nowhere near so forthright nor courageous.
I also wanted to tell you that a certain girl I know is going to be VERY happy to read this post from you. You have no idea how worried she was before her trip, nor how ecstatic she seemed (although thoroughly depressed without you) when she returned. I am so VERY glad for both of you ... you are both GOOD PEOPLE and deserve this measure of warmth and happiness!
Wishing you both a year filled with love, joy and togetherness (no matter the distance, it is still possible to be "together" when you love someone) ...
Auntie
P.S. thanks for 'friending' my new journal!
I know it was the right thing to do on my part, not the other party. I should have done it much earlier as I feel it's far too late.
Yeah, she'll be happy to see I put something up. I told her that I was going to get around to it before she left here. I may not know all the details of how worried she was before the trip or her entire feelings when she came back, but I do know she had a great time and that's what's important.
It's good to know that quite a few people are happy for us. It means a lot to me and I'm sure it means a lot to Megan as well.
Once again, thank you Auntie. :)
And hopefully you'll see me a little more active on your journal from now on.
and for the record, I was postively delighted you liked the dvd, since it took me forever! to find the thing.
and it was fairly amusing to have you get carded. I didn't think you would be.
Yeah, and what made it funnier was to look through the DVDs at Best Buy and find two or three copies of it too, lol.
I can understand why they did it, it's their job. I never even considered the fact that it would have happened though.